You have become my realities nightmare. I try to pretend im sleep when you talk to me in drunk, but that only makes me focuse more on your words. and your footsteps pacing the small soho apartment. I heard everything you said to me lastnight. so glad i was high and drunk. im stupid. im irresponsiable. i dont respect myself and others…. 

ABOVE ALL

THAT I HAVE A DEMON

reminds me of my moms husband. he said the same thing to me.

I hate the demon inside the ones who call me demonic…

im 19 years old