“…levels of serotonin in couples who are madly in love are comparable to people suffering from obsessive-compulsive disorder. So, also as long suspected, love is an obsession.”

Today is my birthday. I am 20 years old. 

im drinking pink wine while I wait for 3am to roll around. Im wearing blue and white checkered PJ pants and a black I LOVE NY shirt. My stomach is full with Chicken Ceasar Salad and im a little tired from work at Urban Outfitters. 

Time flies when your not concentrated on a specific date. Lord knows I wasnt ready to leave my teenage love affairs behind, but PUSH comes to SHOVE; you kno?

Ive decided to QUIT SMOKING CIGGS. its going to be soooooo hard, but you have to start somewhere right. I want one sooooo bad right now, i could cry. thats the wine talking. LOL

At this point im pretty happy about my life. I mean im in debt, and im a little stressed, but im ALIVE and healthy and I JUST GOT A PLACE IN BROOKLYN so im moving this weekend!!!! soooooo excited!!!!!!!

i love you for reading this.

are you ready for CHANGE? 

the Universe lays seeds in my womb. where both past and present COLLID into  straight a line some may call my future. sometimes the things that hurt us the most are the hardest to over come. so we resort to pain, hurt, struggles, drugs, and repentance to rewind the past, as in a living today. what is change anyways? how do we leak what we speak to come true in you. i’m sorry for my failures. it hard to even explain to myself. what is real?Devil, what’s the deal?